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The second Chuck had left Blair to go to Tuscany by herself was the second that he had realised he had made a dreadful mistake. As he left the apartment he couldn’t stop thinking about what he had done, his father’s words ringing in his ears. With each step he took on the concrete pavement he got lost deeper and deeper in the city, deeper and deeper in his thoughts. He made his way to the Palace Hotel, sat at the bar and ordered himself a drink. The guilt began to consume him. What had he done? Emptiness filled his eyes. The excitement he had for this summer had been drowned by the fear of maturing. “Another drink,” Chuck demanded for the fifth time that afternoon. He needed to distract himself from the thought of Blair. The thought of what he was missing out on. He wanted nothing more than to take Blair to Tuscany. He knew, however, that everything would change when he did. Chuck’s mind drifted back that night at Victorla. From that moment on, his only goal was to win Blair’s heart. That night he knew that he might have a chance. There was no chance now. He had failed. Chuck reached for his phone to check Gossip Girl: ‘Spotted: Blair Waldorf boarding the Bass jet without bad boy Bass himself. Where could he be?’ As Blair boarded the plane she couldn’t help but wonder what exactly would happen when Chuck arrived in Tuscany. After all, Blair had always imagined romantic getaways with Nate, not Chuck. A few hours passed after landing when Ben, a member of the Bass Industries marketing team made the suggestion that Chuck wouldn’t come. Blair had been desperately checking her phone throughout the flight, hoping for a text from Chuck, which must have been clear to Ben since he stated that you don’t really get cell service up here, just as she picked up her phone for the twentieth time. The thought of Chuck lingered in her mind. By the time the plane had landed, Blair had forgotten about the thought of Chuck not coming and was instead enjoying the scorching heat. As the days passed, Blair began to consider the fact that he was in fact not coming. Blair had rang Chuck a few times, not bringing herself to leave a message. A week had passed. Blair contemplated what to do. She had finally settled on an idea and decided to meet Serena in The Hamptons before going to see her fathers in France. Exiting the plane, Blair found herself in The Hamptons being greeted by her best friend, Serena. As they drove to Eleanor’s Hamptons house the two discussed their summer so far and the betrayal from Chuck. Before they had realised any time had passed, Blair and Serena had arrived at Eleanor’s house. The front garden had perfectly trimmed, vibrant grass with a fountain placed twenty feet in front of the grand entrance. Blair and Serena were quick to walk down the gravel path and through the doors as the chauffeur unpacked Blair’s luggage. While reading the latest issue of Harper’s Bazaar, Blair sunbathed by the pool, Serena on a lounge chair beside her discussing the rumours she saw recently on Gossip Girl. Looking up from her magazine, Blair caught a glimpse of a limo driving through the gates. “Oh gosh,” Serena muttered inaudibly under her breath. Just as Blair returned to staring at her magazine, Chuck, with his hair slicked nicely back, greeted them, “Hello girls.”
10 days ago After he left the bar and drunkenly stumbled his way up to his hotel room, Chuck fell onto his silk bed sheets, his thoughts harassing his conscience. Knowing he couldn’t sit there and do nothing, Chuck realised that he had to have a clear mind. He could never win Blair back by sitting in a hotel room, drowning in self-pity. Just as he left his suite and passed the bar, he caught Serena walking in for a drink before leaving for the Hamptons. Now “S, a word please,” Blair scoffed, clearly infuriated.
Serena left the poolside, heading towards the kitchen. “So, how’s your summer been?” Blair asked, pretending not to care but hoping to break the awkward silence. Chuck didn’t know what to say. Feeling a slight bit of hopelessness, Chuck went inside. “I’m losing her,” Chuck told Serena who was waiting inside for Blair. This is the first chapter. Bookmark this page and check back regularly. I might add this fic to ff net. I'll link it if I do :) Disclaimer: I don't own Gossip Girl or any of the characters. |